Im Friggin falling apart.. hahah

im seriously falling apart hahha...just recently on sun i had to pull out my damn wisdom tooth and im still tasting blood in my mouth cause it was a damn big wisdom tooth..as jo said previously...haha im surprised im still alive and standing *grinz*...

and guess wad today i had to do to the doctor's to pull out my damn earring cause apparently it sank into my damn earlobe as i had forgotten to remove it..and guess wad, it sank in like err a few weeks ago n i only went to the doc's today. Brillant ...haha...and yes there was a lot of blood and pain but i endured. hhaha..even my family doc went " wah u can tanhan ah?" hahha..

well the worst is over and im resting at home now...shessh..bleeding from two holes..haha one in my mouth and one in my ear.what else man..wad else haha..
and dont worry jo. i wont be removing anything else from my body hahahahhha..although u cracked me up when i read ure sms hahahah..i was driving at that time..not very smart thing to do hahahahhaha..

Well wishing reena and fang a great trip to bkk! and have fun guys but do rem to take care!!...haha..
hmmm the rents are in shanghai and guess will be joining them next week or so..kinda looking forward to that i guess.But its gonna be a super long flight...flying to hk first at 8ish and arriving ard noon..then taking another plane to shanghai at 2 and reaching ard 4ish..my gawd...


anyway..cant wait for the post-grad soccer game we have on mon! haaha...its been too long since we guys had a kick-a-bout..cant wait haha.lets just hope i stop bleeding by fri! ....hahha well off to continue my coach potato stance....got loads of dvds and episodes to watch..prison break, heroes, grey's anatomy...its good to have noting to do but watch tv hahaha ..plus we got a 42 inch PLASMA flat screen and im loving it ever since..everything just seems so BIG n cleaR! haaaha..sweeeettt!!

Im still tasting blood..arggh.

Its been errr two days since i yanked my damn wisdom tooth out n im still tasting blood ... =P.

haha..the whole thing started on sat. Felt a bit pain in the afternoon but didnt really think much abt it so just carried on with what i had planned that day. Went to catch spiderman 3 with my friend Eva, was a tad disappointed with the movie,being a marvel enthusiast since i was a kid, so had a really mixed feeling while i was watching the movie. Certain parts were a tad cheesy and certain parts a bit blur...but then again its a hollywood movie, its supposed to entertain u..so yeah..wadever.

After sending eva back, went on down to fashion bar to have a drink with hong yi n caught up with jissica while i was there. Stayed there for a bit then headed back ard 2am, was feeling kinda tired and its mother's day the next day so yeah. Was getting up to make breakkie for mom so yeah. Went to bed ard 3? and the pain just hit me really raelly badly ard 330..wow!..it was like someone pushing a pin in ure damn head..and just constantly pressing it..argghh..i literally Did not sleep a single wink that night..i laid awake as every min passed by and watched as the sun's ray slowly began to brighten up every inch of my room. Not very fun!..and taking panadols or painkillers didnt do shit..

decided to bear with it and made mom breakkie with sis's help n then took some muscle relaxation pills that my sis had. Felt much better, but decided to go see a dentist, and made an appt at the general hospital...i cldnt take it anymore,just wanted to get the damn thing out. Went to grandma's place to spend mother's day with her and mom and waited till the nurse called back to confirm my appt around 6pm. So yeah wend back to get some sleep, which i desperately needed and then woke up later n headed over.

What a relief i had when the doc told me that i didnt have to do a root canal..cause it was my wisdom tooth that was causing the pain and all..so i had to pull it out..felt much better hearing that. I've never done root canal before but hearing my folks rave abt the drilling part kinda turns me off at the mere mention of "root canal" hahah...yes im a wimp when its come to dentist..hahah..

Man..u should have seen the size of that BiATch of a tooth..it was huge lah..no wonder i can still taste blood everynoe and done..its quite a huge hole i have right at the back ..oh well, it shld head by end of the week, so just gonna bear with tasting blood for now..*grinz*

hope everyone else had a great weeknend!
To reena and ah fang...hey guys take good care of ureselves in bangkok!...
to susan,jinny,ting,jun ling,ernest,donald,lester,anfernee and the rest..welcome back! HAHAHHAa..i wanna see pics!!..heard u guys went clubbing over there!..must have been awesome!! meet up soon guys!!

and the partying continues ...haha

Crazy Crazy bday bash ahahha

cant believe we took 84 shots on fang jie jie phone hahaha...
wow weee..haa..

nevertheless..heres the pics from both nights.

FINALLY..its all over!!!

Less than 24 hours ago..i was studying like mad at King albert park mac's with ming di and asher for the I.M.E paper in the afternoon..despite pulling an all nighter with jian ming till 5ish in the am..we still carried on the next day..

3 really great things happened yesterday..

The first was hearing the examiner's booming voice over the mike telling us " the time is 230..u may begin writing" and flipping over the exam paper and seeing what i really wanted to see.....it was the best paper ever hahahhahahah...though the second part of question 1b did leave us stumped hahahha...cause the damn interest rate was the same..so yeah...bit of a nutter that one.but everyone had the same so yeah hahha..

The second was DOTA session with bert,debbs,leo,winston,clarence,shuan,jonathan and the others at I.R.C game room...at beauty world. Awesomeeee...im just glad to know despite not having played for 3 months..i still got it hahahaha....best game score i ever had yesterday...overall second with 9 kills and 4 deaths..hahahhaha..i love zeus!hahhahaha...and playing it again only got me back to my addiction to dotaing hahaha..

The third and the best was having the lengkuns there to countdown to my bday last night at St James.. i couldn't have ask for any more better friends to spend it with then u guys. I simple love u guys to the core!!!!...and i cant imagine what life be it in school or outside would be like if i didnt have friendship...The best presents i received last night was seeing u guys last night and we all had a uber massive fun champagne party last night hahhhaa...Thanks so much for adding so much more meaning to the existence of my life and i can hope that our friendship will last through this lifetime!....The best is yet to be...and i kid u not...

i really enjoyed the cake u guys got and the presents!...so once again thanks joe,max,eddie,jo,jeeny,susan( who came dwn esp for me),jac ( even though u WERENT THERE~!!),reena and rui fang and the others who were there to help me celebrate...got to know more people last night hahah..

ah fang..im so sorry to have head butt u ..kinda lost my balance..ahahha..
Joe...thanks so much for taking care of me last night hahaha..i dont even rem if i had finish the teh-o last nite...

meanwhile thanks again to everyone for ure well wishes and sms text that i got this morning, my phone blanked out cause i kept receiving one sms after another..i had 35 sms when i got up at noon!...i heart u guys deep deep!.

Thanks to donald,lester,anfernee,jinny,eunice for ure birthday wishes...u guys have a great trip to bangkok!...have a blast!!...


And this morning when my mom came in to wish me happy birthday and wake me up..she asked what was i gonna do later b4 dinner..and i sleepily replied automatically, w.o giving it any thought... " going sch to study" HAHAHHAHA.....mom started laughing...
I rest my case hahahaha...thats how much time i've spent in school studying until its become a second home hahaha...

Going mad i tell u.... JUST mad..

It was the weekend for some..and it was the weekend for OTHERS ...
same weekend but it was spent differently from the usual..*sigH*..
Went back to school on sat to study with jonathan for out damn investment paper..must admit it was a really nice sat, very well spent might i add, *grinz*...basically the morning started off really well..had an awesome breakfast with jon and then we proceeded to have our daily post breakfast fag outside megabytes which somehow ended up with us chain smoking..haha 3 sticks at a go..and just basically all stretched out on the chairs in the nice corner and crapping away hahaha... it was just great!..what could be more better than have a good talk..well more towards crapping away but nevertheless..it was a good chat we had going hahah...

started officially studying slightly before noon and we were at it till library closed at 5. Ming di, susan,ting ting and eunice came to join us in school too..the look on everyone's face...u can tell how stressed we each were. James Kuan was right when he said to us in our first second sem that our faces would just change totally in the final sem..haha and true enough ...all our faces have changed totally..haha all smiling less, with the exception of me haha but thats a different case, cause i smile because i have no idea what the hell is going on so yeah..moving on hahahha...

We parted ways after our post studying fag at the carpark,haha..*grinz* i went back to watch dvd to unwind..and went back to studying at 9pm. Headed on down to Nus to study,and susan, ting ting and eunice tagged along. Had to drive out twice to guide them in cause i didnt know how to explain the building that we were studying at..it was at science drive 1 but i doubt that even if i told them where it was..they'll prob still get lost hahahha...so to save time, i just drove out to meet them and drove back hahaha... Joe,eddie and max were at the biz building , didnt know where it was so didnt want to waste time finding them..but we all met up for supper ard 230ish at fong seng's ...ting n i had our highly sought after nasi lemak and the others had prata and pattaya ..and etc..haha. Hong yi came to join us for supper to...how he survived susan's car ride..is something ill never know hahaha...cant believe susan doesnt know wad a yellow box is for.. -_-'''''' HAHAHAHHAHA...ok ok..at least I HOPE U DO know now! haha -grinzs-....

Slept at 4ish?..chirst..needed to get as much snooze as possible cause i was meeting jon and angelina ard noon to study again today. Got up ard 11ish and hurried to meet them.We had breakfast with my mom and dad @ coffeebean
@ hollabd village, bloody good i must say..the eggs, sausages and cranberries...awesome..haha..everyone had a great time, mom and dad were telling angelina bout things to do and places to go in HK cause she and shirley are leaving on the 12th..Hope u guys have tons of fun yeah!...haha..hope u guys didnt mind having breakkie with my rents...haha n yes now u know why i am what i am hahahhhahha.... got both genes. *grinz*

aniwae..its been a eventful day i guess..if u like to call studying eventful but yeah! hahah..shall get back to the books AGAIN..and gonna give it all i got..hope everyone else is well prepared and stuff..rem to get a good rest..we still got time tmr..paper is in the afternoon so Lets kick in the afterburners!...Dont GIvE Up peepz...it aint over by a long shot...hahaha..

WE CAN DO IT!!!.

Racal Flatts - what hurts the most

RASCAL FLATTS LYRICS

What Hurts The Most


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....



guess many a times the words that one chooses to say..is often all laid out in just one song... =)

Way too stoned... haha

OMG!...the most funniest thing just took place @ home hahahahha

Picture this...there i was washing the bathroom and well after scrubbing it nice and clean, proceeded to rinse of the suds and stuff..so yeah i decided to turn on the shower head to full blast, and u know how the showerhead is ALWAYS facing downwards right?..well...i assumed it was facing downwards and proceeded to turn the damn thing on to full blast...and somehow i looked up and to my horror, as i was HAPPILY turning the knob to full,...i looked up and saw that it was the showerhead was facing upwards and FACING me...

And so...there i was having a Matrix moment... the thoughts in my head went " OH F***!* as i was happily turning the knob and yes as u can guess....i got blasted in my face full blast with water.... *sigh* HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...

My brain acted faster than my actions hahhaha..so yeah..not a very smart thing to do lah..so ladies and gents..the moral of the story is..Dont do household chores and other things that require a great amount of immediate reflex actions...especially after u've been brainfucked while studying..hahaha...

Not a very good thing! hahahhaha
Ive learned my lesson..but the best part is, ill prob do it again..sometime in the future.. ahhaha


Have an awesome day ahead peepz...

Happy Labour day!

..Its the month of May already, Gosh!...been so caught up with the studying that the days just went by just like the snap of a finger. *snap*....Well, Heres wishing everyone who's err working a happy Labour day! hahah..and for the rest of the unemployed, namely " us" hahaah..its just another day to study..hahahah...

Sat for the International trade paper yesterday and boy!..what a rush, 2 hrs - 6 essays questions!..it was just pure adrenaline rush the moment the exam invigilator said " u may turn over the paper now"..the brain dept sent a signal and the respond was my handing picking up the pen and i just started writing hahah..pouring out all the information that was stored in my cranium....so damn tiring, didnt even know if what i wrote down made sense, haha well at least it made sense to Me! -grinz- but i dont think thats the main point now is it.. HAHAHHA.

Think a lot of people sacrificed sleep the night before, and i gotta respect those who had like biz finance paper on wed.. and had 3 damn days to study for I.T paper..was with Jian ming @ King albert park Mac's studying all the way till 2ish in the a.m, Asher came to join us later, but after two they both went to another 24-hrs mac to study while i chose to head on home to read up then snooze, wanted to catch some z's but in the end i ended up sleeping at 4ish..the damn brain was working O.T..i was like falling asleep and all of a sudden i'd open my eyes and think " Would a tariff be better or per unit subsidy on a positive externality on production"...then all those diagrams would pop up in my head..and i'll go " ahhh." then fall back to bed...hahah hate those moments..

But at least the paper is over and done with so yeah...plus i felt good yesterday's paper so yeah!..all's good then. Even went for a damn good lunch with angelina and jonathan @ brekko's at the Village of hollang, cause i thought we needed to be rewarded ...hahaha...man...the burgers there are the BEST!!!!...haha..after that fufilling lunch, headed on back to sch to study I.M.E but noting went into my damn head, so in the end, headed home to crash...ard 5ish... hahha..

Well its a new day...new start..for my brain that is..haaha..hope everyone else is studying hard and all!..rem to eat too and rest when necessarily !..all the best!!!...2 down...2 to go!!!.. Lets kick some ASS!!!!

decided to upload some pics with have been in my phone for quite a while..haha
From SUSAN's bite mark on my damn arm..b4 futures and option paper....to salt and pepper's pics..@ the holland V pet shop...everyone go " AWWWWWWWWW"....
to studying in sch..to a pic Jonathan and i took , a sticker on the van's window, while smoking in school!! * oops*and lastly some weird shots that i accidentally took,when i gave angelina a lift to school... didnt even realize it, but they are kinda cool in and an " abstract and impromptu" kinda way hahaha..